Tuesday, February 9, 2010

oohh SPM :)

haihh,
this evening, around 2 p.m, we (me and my friends) had a tuition (thanks to my teacher).
at first, someone said this tuition will end in 3 p.m.
but then, it was almost 4 p.m until we can (actually) went back home.
OMG! i was so damn tired in that moment but she kept moving forward.
(i suddenly realize how much i hate PYHSICS)

tomorrow,
we also have tuition (ofc, PHYSICS) and i'm sorry,
i WON'T go to that tuition.
not tomorrow (obviously, my brain will dead soon if i keep studying PHYSICS)

the next day (thursday),
we have tuition for CHEMISTRY.
(aarrghhh!) i don't know why but i'm also starting to hate CHEMISTRY!
some people said,
" science is fun! exciting! bla, bla, bla"
" i love science! bla, bla, bla"

*sorry, i don't hear and barely care about the people who said such things..

it's not like i HATE the teachers (not at all).
it's just.. i hate THOSE classes, THOSE subjects, THOSE everything that related to science!
(that's including you, BIOLOGY)
ADD MATH too (eventhough it's not related to science)

haihh,
i think i CAN'T be a chemist. a biologist, absolutely not a physician.
AND a doctor. (i just hate looking at blood. It's creepy and scary.)
i guess after the end of SPM (but i still afraid to take that exam)
i will take a course related to language, literature, writing and.. (hmmm)

*but i do enjoy watching Discovery channel and History (eventhough i hate science)

i guess i DO like science, but only a certain science
(something that make me thrill and make me thinking!)
hahaha, i know, i'm a little bit complicated..

p/s; haihh, oohh SPM :(